More Bittersweet

Today was our second to the last dance competition... we have a two week break until the last one.  I can remember going to our first one, not knowing the ropes, unaware of all it really involved, and now, eh, it's a walk in the proverbial park lol!  The most challenging thing has been the makeup and hair changes this year.  When Reb and her partner dance the first dance it's full on hair/makeup and elaborate costuming... see...

 

But then the next dance, the one I posted below, involves stripping off the makeup and lashes and undoing the hair.  We have to make her look pale and death-like and wrap her head in a scarf.  The dance is all about two sisters and how one is ok with what's happening to her because she knows it's her time and the other's reluctance to let go.  I've only really seen them perform it three times: the dress rehearsal I filmed (which is rough in comparison to the performances) and two competitions.  I must say I've cried at both competitions.  The auditorium becomes so still and quiet while the dance unfolds - it blows me away. 

The third dance is a group dance with the Juniors and it's back to full makeup and pretty hair.  The changes happen quickly and it's rush, rush, rush but I'm savoring every moment of it... the last competition is going to be hard.

She's worked so hard over the last ten years.  She started dance for the first time at eight.  Believe it or not, eight is old to be starting, but there really was no local studio until the prior year.  I realized years ago we were led there by the hand of God because the studio has been so much more for us both than just a place for her to learn the art of dance.  The studio owner has been a wonderful friend and mentor.  She's always had great people working with her and that studio has been a place for Reb to go where she can express herself and feel good about who she is - a mom can't ask for more than that really.  I can remember an incident few weeks after she started there, the studio owner (her ballet teacher) and her tap and jazz teacher, stopping me after class and asking me where she'd taken dance before coming there.  I said nowhere - and they looked at each other curiously - they told me they thought she'd been taking since she was itty bitty because she was so good and such a natural.  But hey, from the time she could talk Reb would say, "I want to dance on my toes!"  I guess the love and desire were always there inside her.... inborn I suppose. 

Today's competition was a huge success - both duet pieces earned elite platinum awards and first (for Gone) and second (for What's a Girl) overall high scores.  It's so incredible to see her acheive such success - she's grown so much and has become such a beautiful person - inside and out...  I can't help but be proud :-)